On My Back Again

On My Back Again
Here I Am
Take A Good Look
If you say that what you see makes you happy
Then I’m not the only one lying
What is a fantasy to you
Will be reality to me
You can say that it is impossible
But I can say I have already accomplished
What you thought cold never be done

Why is it that you think so low of me
Why is it that you can’t see the good in what I do
If I told you I do it for you, would that change the way you think?
Would it make you except me?

There you go with another blow
Now here I am on my back again
I have no interest in the things you said
Just like the world I see today, your actions make me sick
When you thought you were slick
Now look at this
Now nothing can be fixed

You wonder why I never try to talk with you
You wonder why I’m always down
You think it’s just one of my friends
But it is you
It is you who tries to bend and break me
It is you who makes me this way
It is only you who never seems to go away
So why can’t you see I never wanted to have you help me
I never wanted you around because you only make me frown
You only put me down on my back again and again
So here I am on my back looking up so high towards the night sky
Thinking of how you won’t see me tonight
Though you look up for me thinking that I’m there
But You won’t find me I’ll be somewhere, but that’s not there
When you think of what you did and you hope to it was worth it
You thought you were in control?
No, no, no you know it always be just me.