Your Big Words Make my Brain Hurt

It was 5 AM when my alarm went off
I tumble out of bed and hop into the
Car I'm off to school when my cell phone rings
Its u of course in a jolly mood you say hey
I say hi
You start off all the things I do wrong
With your big words oh so very precise
About how I didn't sweep one spot on the floor
Or about how careless I was to leave a smudge on the glass kitchen table
And you go on about how "asinine" it was of me to do that

I try to keep my head up and carry on through the day with a
Smile on my face,
"be strong like everyone knows you to be no one can weaken u but yourself so fight that temptation of
dropping and stay standing to the heights you're at cause it's what makes u who you are. " were the
wise word from a decent friend, as I tried to make it through the week but at this age it can be
Challenging, the age where parents find it's the best age to yell and yap at you
Little do they know your hearing what they're say but not truly listening
But why listen if you're not going to have any input in the end
Oh how I can't stand to here you complain and mumble on about
How bad your life is because your kid slacks off when it comes down to the
Little things like cleaning, or missing a day of work to catch up on more important
Things…..well I know where I'm going with this I guess I just don't know how to end it
So what I'm really trying to say is sometimes the best thing to do is to lay off
Give a person some space to breath let people make mistakes so they can learn
From them although it’s hard because you might love that person a lot,
The best thing to do is let them grow from the knowledge that
They learned from themselves, so what I'm trying to say is nothing
About cleaning too much or taking off a day off work
It's about freedom for young adults
What are you teaching us if you're always nagging about things
That are less important than finishing school work?
What are you teaching us when you yell and start arguments?
Nothing
You are just wasting your own breath and time
So stop bickering at us and let us make idiotic mistakes
Because 70% of the time we will learn from them.

Playlist Mix: Punk Rock Songs

These are different lryics form different songs put together to make a poem, I'm not so sure if it makes sense but if it does then I'll try put together some songs from some of my other music playlist. So give me some feedback and be honest, if it makes sense great, but if it doesn't Please tell me:

I confess, I messed up
dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around
But
We've both lost our minds and they're nowhere to be found
So if you wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
you look so good in blue, you look so good in blue
And
If you are the shores I am the wave begging for big moons
I will not doubt you with the passing of time
But if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Lady

Lady there's this lady she's going crazy
So I ran but she just followed I ran faster but
It made no difference
Lady tell me lately why
Things have been so out of
Place
Lady there still might be something there to make sense of this mess
Of a world we live in
Lady could this be it or is it the beginning
Or lady could it be both?
Lady is this the end of the world and the beginning of a long life for our souls
In a place we call heaven?
Lady is this it?
Lady I guess we shall find out.

Picture This

This world is picture perfect to you
But it has that affect on many
To me, well it's just acid on the outside
It's not too bad but I think the inside would be
More peaceful then what I see everyday
People are killed not by natural causes
But by others who murder for no reason
Who get behind the wheel of a car
When intoxicated and who harass others to the point where
They feel that there is no reason they should
Walk this Earth another day so what do they do?
They cancel out yet another person
Another person that will never be seen living again
Another person lost
Another family that will have to live without seeing the one they love
Grow to be successful
Another depressed human being
Another suicidal person
This chain-reaction will never
Stop until you stop
Until you see what you're doing wrong
Until you open your eyes and face the people
You've hurt and beg for their forgiveness
And even when they do forgive you
You'll be the one who has to look in the
Mirror everyday and live knowing that you have
Killed yet another human
So how do you prevent this from happening?
You think twice before you decide to
Say or do something that could possibly hurt someone
You think twice before you decide to "joke around" with a person you hardly know
You think twice about everything that could possibly go wrong because of one little thing you did
You think twice about all those things before you become yet another bully in this world
And maybe this world won't be perfect but another step closer to becoming just that.

Deffinately Maybe

The clock ticks down
Do I run like a coward
Or do I stay and face this with some courage?
Courage
That I don’t seem to have
Courage
The reason why people live in fear because of the
Courage
That they don't have
So they sit and watch as their life
Goes past like a speeding car

And so now it is clear that
This life of mine is confusing
This life of mine…
Is wrong in a way
But right in another
In this life of mine I hide the
Feelings keeping them in
Like a trapped wild animal
I am petrified and anxious to escape
Like a beast my mood swings are
Contagious and unexpected
Like the wind I want to be….
Free
But as you can see I am far from it
Although, they say this country is free
Do they not understand what it means?
If this life is free then we would not be judged by the color of our skin
If this was free land I'd be able to hold it in the palm of my hand
If this were free they would not care that there is a you and me
So finally you see this land that I see has never been free to you or me

Watching From the Sidelines Isn't Always So Bad

Why should I have to fight a fight ?
A fight that's not mine? You seem to
Not have a reason for this battle,
When Rock, Paper, Scissors couldn't
Work it out now you move on to plan B,
Which is me, but why pull me
Into this mess if you didn't
Want me from the start.

You didn't want me, when I cared
My opinion didn't seem to matter then
And neither did my presence,
Now you want me not need me
At least that's what I assume
But you say that you need me
Too bad I can’t really care at the moment
I can see now that watching from
The sidelines isn't all that bad
When it comes down to you…well…
It was only failure from the start.

Why Criticize My Thoughts, When Yours are Worst?

When I seek for something it's
Usually hard to find,
For some reason everyone
Says I'm wasting my
Time but time is mine
So I block out their
Opinions because only
Mine counts and as I
Close my eyes and open
My mind I find you, and
That feeling that I get
Whenever you're around
Comes back, that feeling
That you're mine that
Feeling that I get
Oh,the feeling that words
Just cannot define
And it is then that
I know I have found
What I had once sought.